Worcester Blind

I’m going to runaway where should I go and what should I do?

I don’t want to be lectured and I’ve had the “If you ever need to talk I’m here” speach to many times. Just please give me some advice it’s either this or suicide for me. I’ve tried both.
My Background: My mother is blind and deaf. My only sibling is Daddy’s favorite. I have no friends I’m considered the witch from Snow White. I’m scared to death of my dad catching me writing this. He has a drinking and anger problem. He’s hit me and mentaly abused me. I’m the crack-head he says. I don’t exist to him. He wishes he never had me.
Oh yeah im 12 and live in worcester, MA. My whole family has problems. I’m on my 7th therapist.

first of all i know what you mean.
DONT go to a family member they will just send you right back.
dont go to a friends house, when their parents find out they send you right back.
start trying to earn money, save up find a small apartment or like a motel or something where you can stay in.
dont commit suicide that is stupid, run and keep on running dont stay in one place to long…just in case someone is looking for you.
never turn back and go home because your dad would hurt you so bad.
i dont know you, but i really hope you run safe.
please i am 12 too, and i came back worst mistake ever, but i am not ready to run again. just go when your ready and do what you want. its ur life just remember that!

Blind Witness Interview @ Over the Limit in Worcester, MA 07-31-10